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I’m overwhelmed by how underwhelmed I am, by everything.
Forgive me for being so absolute, but purpose escapes me, everywhere I look.
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revoke
02:28
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This place brings me down, and there’s nothing holding you here. But you’ve got that fucking look in your eyes, like it’s all become too much to talk about.
And I don’t know how to cope, or how to change. For lack of a better word, I’m afraid. That you’ve abandoned hope, and me.
I fear I drag you down, It’s too much not to talk about.
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I am deficient, and damaged. After all, You’re worthless, but I can’t help but care.
Can you go on like this for long?
You are efficient, at fucking things up.
Go on liken this to all that’s good and right, you’ll find that you go on, like nothing’s wrong. Your pride comes at a cost.
When I think, back to that night, to the call that failed, I nearly fell in two. There is no god that I’d pray to anymore. I don’t want one to.
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You sat there in a way, as to say; I want nothing to do with you.
Don’t forget what I’m feeling. We can go on acting sorry.
You sat there in a way, as to say; I want nothing to do with you. I still think of it.
Don’t forget what I’m feeling. We can go on acting sorry.
But I don’t care to see how you’ve been.
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You always seem to chock it up to bad luck, when leaving this place.
I can’t win. Why can’t you forget, and forgive what motivates change?
The mistakes I’ve made, reek of cigarettes, pills, and drinks. I don’t want to see you like this.
I’ve lost too many people to forget. You’re washed up and lonely, but at whose fault?
You’re spirits broken, I realize now, my problems are my problems and nothing ever seems to go right.
I can’t wait to forget this place; everything. Time and time again we make the worst of things.
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it tired me all the same
03:45
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Underneath the ribs, just above my lungs, there is a dark room with no light. It’s cold there, the phone is off it’s hook. There is not a dry eye in the house.
Everybody has gone to sleep, and i’m all alone here to recite all the lines, you used to love.
Stuck in my head with wandering thoughts is why i feel alone. I realize youth is fleeting and death is all that is certain, but you certainly could’ve told me to let go of all the pain and fear. It rots me from the inside out.
Hate is all i feel. I’m angry all of the time.
I feel as if the light was let out of my life.
After a while you start to see the world for what it really is. You try to find who you are. You used to know.
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dissonant
02:07
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I see how you’ve turned this into all the tropes that reside in your mind. I’d rather know outright.
That’s why you always go running your mouth. Then we prepare ourselves, to never get anywhere.
Indifference masked by belligerence. Why bother being friends? You haven’t changed a bit.
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nausea
03:48
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Ever notice how things are a blur when they’re passing by? But everything gets clearer, when they’re too far behind. You can see right through me.
Now, when I feel destructive I conceal everything right down to my bones. Then everything hurts when I hear the sound of your voice.
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I want to hold onto the last night i saw you.
I’ll turn over ever so slowly and of course the clouds are out. My spirit broke. I’ve got this feeling that’s been telling me you’re halfway home.
The roads are seamless, like my ceiling while i’m clinging to the empty words you spoke that had no meaning.
I stopped caring, when i couldn’t let go.
I’m still coping with endless sleep and staying home.
Forget about the sun and my friends, they’ve gotten old.
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